Fuck you .
Its funny how people completely drop there friends as soon ss they get a bf or gf be reall dont leave your friends who have been there for you for someone who just poped up i been really sad lately this sucks man .
sometimes i really wish youd open up to me stop ignoring me if you have a problem talk about it it sucks to tell your freinds secrets and then they cant trust you enough to let you in idk what happened but i dont like the person your becoming your letting everyone in and giving it all to the world but why not love yourself for a while let people care about you dude try it till then i guess ill be seeing you when ever you feel like it im always here for you kid i wish youd just talk ..
its funny how people cant handle shit i lock everything up inside i know thats not good but it works for me sometimes anyway… everyday i feel like more and more of a chump i really am trying but sometimes it seems so pointless now the only friend i had never replies plus i feel like someone somewere has a problem with me nd its hilarious . it is what it is i guess im not meant to have friends who needs em anyways here today gone tomorrow.
this year has been crazy af honestly now its over were in 2013 and i feel more a lone then ever. i have less friends then i did this time last year my “best friend never tries to kick it anymore or even open up to me like we used to i feel like we drifted apart but not by my choosing … ive had a friend pass away two tias and every day brings more death closer its something you have to get used to and deal with and learn to let go because our loved ones go to a better place .
Everyday is a fuckin test fuck man patients patients patients i hate technology wtf whenever i decide to try and make something happen everysingle thing goes againgst me ..sleep!!!!!
I dont like my thoughts sometimes ..but for once in a long long time im terrified of what i could lose maybe i should step back and not give my heart out i dont want it broken again mann im soo scared >_