January 2013
6 posts
dear world,
Fuck you .
remember whos been there by your side thru thick...
Its funny how people completely drop there friends as soon ss they get a bf or gf be reall dont leave your friends who have been there for you for someone who just poped up i been really sad lately this sucks man .
miss the old you
wish i had a time machine fml soo depressed lately ..
really miss the old days nothings the same anymore
sometimes i really wish youd open up to me stop ignoring me if you have a problem talk about it it sucks to tell your freinds secrets and then they cant trust you enough to let you in idk what happened but i dont like the person your becoming your letting everyone in and giving it all to the world but why not love yourself for a while let people care about you dude try it till then i guess ill be...
no friends , no family but hey i have to be happy...
its funny how people cant handle shit i lock everything up inside i know thats not good but it works for me sometimes anyway… everyday i feel like more and more of a chump i really am trying but sometimes it seems so pointless now the only friend i had never replies plus i feel like someone somewere has a problem with me nd its hilarious . it is what it is i guess im not meant to have...
life
this year has been crazy af honestly now its over were in 2013 and i feel more a lone then ever. i have less friends then i did this time last year my “best friend never tries to kick it anymore or even open up to me like we used to i feel like we drifted apart but not by my choosing … ive had a friend pass away two tias and every day brings more death closer its something you have to...
July 2012
4 posts
Everyday is a new day..so go out and create a change for the better :D
Everyday is a fuckin test fuck man patients patients patients i hate technology wtf whenever i decide to try and make something happen everysingle thing goes againgst me ..sleep!!!!!
How i am
I dont like my thoughts sometimes ..but for once in a long long time im terrified of what i could lose maybe i should step back and not give my heart out i dont want it broken again mann im soo scared >_
June 2012
32 posts
Tomorrow
Is all we have make each day count.
No one takes the quite guy seriously util they find him lying in a pool of blood.
Wtf
Is wrong with my i feel like such a stupid peace of shit i over myself seriously im such a lzy fuck i dont want to work i didnt want anything that i have now i feel soo fucked dont know wtf im doing anymore…
Time to move foward im happy and ready to be happy ..
Im getting pretty good at pretending to be happy ..better then breaking down always. Lifes a bitch you cant always get what you want the most so make the most out of it .
Adventure time!!
Oh my gob!!!
“The happiest smiles have seen the most tears”
– Idk
Cry so much lately its pathetic ….:/
Maybe im just not cut out for “life”. :/
Everyday
If for at least a minute i think about you my little man how much i love you and i wonder if youll hate mevas much as i hated him i understand if you do ive never been there for you or your mom who is a amazing person ..youll learn one day that not all soulmates are meant to last for ever..youll never know how sorry i am…things wont ever be normal dude but youll always have me through thick...
Whats with these girls now a days ..wish i was born in the 70s that would have been Geeee !!! Hella greaser out …UNIVERSE YOU TRIP ME OUT …
Romance growin…like a flower in the summer …-avici
Hung out with an old friend yesterday had a lot of fun..this girl is really funny , gorgeous , and she has an awsome personality. Got to kiss her :P it was great …hope i can see her more often itd be cool to get to know her :)
Landon
i miss you soo much dude all i did last night was cry lol quietly at that. i miss you son your my everything im sorry things couldnt be different.. ill always be there for you landon always even if im not with you all the time i love you more then i ever thought possible.. i dont know what to say other then even though me and your mom couldnt stay together i hope with all my heart that youll love...
my outside appearance
Just helps cover up how much im actually hurting inside..
Mellow dramatic
Take a chill pill .
Foward only way to go
So ill do me like a pro ..
To jaime
I know we were never close but we were friends for a while ..i remember us punking each other nd ur gumpy ass laugh haha damn this is really hard on everyone bro ..i know if you were around we would be close friends for sure..even though ur bodys gone ur amazing energy will become part of everything we love ..it makes me sad to see someone like you go , you were and are a great person. Why does...
May 2012
9 posts
Im
High…
“My biggest flaw is never speaking my mind :/”
– Ev
“Its like having the best extasy or weed in the universe ..but never being able...”
– Me nigga
“Always keep in your head what you want in your life..keep out all thoughts of...”
– Ev
Words
Are so annoying the English language is so flawed and imperfect fml.. need my chicken butt around :( wish i could talk to you openly bout stuff but in time everything that happens as it should lets see :/…
I got a wierd feeling
But i guess its just me what ever ..blah fml every time i got one thing going good something comes nd kills another.
Home
Damn it just hit Me that i really am not allowed over there ne more it sucks balls ima miss them but il be back when i got my job n life going better again for now ill just keep job hunting and idk …
